Every night, before I sleep, I wish to wake up looking like someone else. Someone who is normal. Someone who is average.
Why do I have to live my entire life looking like this?
Why is my religion does not allow me to change how I look?
Why am I sticking to what is being told?
Why does God create me this way?
Why there are people who accept me as who I am?
And why there are people who overlook my qualification just because of my appearance that is not perfect to their eyes?
I wish to have my acne scars to be gone.
I strongly and truly believe that they are a form of disability.
I can't be what I want when I have it.
I can't be on the front desk.
I can't be the desired sales associate.
Don't even try to mention acting, modellling or even being a flight attendant.
Talent does not bring me anywhere if I do not come with the perfect look or a great connection or lots of money.
Sometimes I wish to be disposed.
Or maybe reborn.
Maybe a subtler way to put it is I pray that this disability goes away the next morning I wake up so I can live like how a normal person should.
Why do I have to live my entire life looking like this?
Why is my religion does not allow me to change how I look?
Why am I sticking to what is being told?
Why does God create me this way?
Why there are people who accept me as who I am?
And why there are people who overlook my qualification just because of my appearance that is not perfect to their eyes?
I wish to have my acne scars to be gone.
I strongly and truly believe that they are a form of disability.
I can't be what I want when I have it.
I can't be on the front desk.
I can't be the desired sales associate.
Don't even try to mention acting, modellling or even being a flight attendant.
Talent does not bring me anywhere if I do not come with the perfect look or a great connection or lots of money.
Sometimes I wish to be disposed.
Or maybe reborn.
Maybe a subtler way to put it is I pray that this disability goes away the next morning I wake up so I can live like how a normal person should.
Sincerely,
Me.
Me.
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