Every night, before I sleep, I wish to wake up looking like someone else. Someone who is normal. Someone who is average. Why do I have to live my entire life looking like this? Why is my religion does not allow me to change how I look? Why am I sticking to what is being told? Why does God create me this way? Why there are people who accept me as who I am? And why there are people who overlook my qualification just because of my appearance that is not perfect to their eyes? I wish to have my acne scars to be gone. I strongly and truly believe that they are a form of disability. I can't be what I want when I have it. I can't be on the front desk. I can't be the desired sales associate. Don't even try to mention acting, modellling or even being a flight attendant. Talent does not bring me anywhere if I do not come with the perfect look or a great connection or lots of money. Sometimes I wish to be disposed. Or maybe reborn. Maybe a subtler way to put ...